For a long time now I've been growing older, everyday of my life actually. And as I get older, I realize that I don't actually feel my age. I've felt 18 for the past three years (well almost three). When people ask how old I am I look back at them and say "I'm 20" and can hardly believe my speech. As I approach 21, I realize I am no where close to where I thought I'd be at this age. Though 21 is still quite young, I'm becoming more and more aware of the passings of time. Precious time. This realization lead me to reflecting on my life while looking through old pictures, earlier today. I'm quite pleased with life thus far but also looking forward to my newly found dreams. As I reminisced, I came across this photo:
This is a photo of my mom jumping off a 50 foot cliff at the age of 49. She's awesome. I wasn't going to jump off this cliff but when she did, I thought, "this will look really bad if my 49 year old mother jumps off and I don't…" So I held my breath and jumped. Seconds later, I thought I broke my legs, but it was worth it. Anyway, I saw this photo and at first glance I thought,
"That was a fun trip. What a dream."
Then I heard a voice say, "She has dreams just like you, Micah."
My mom has always wanted to go to Hawaii, and she finally got to go… God really does care about our dreams. And when I realized this (for the millionth time because I keep forgetting) I wanted to cry. Not out of sadness or guilt, but because I got to see my mom fulfill one of her dreams. I'm sure I've seen it before but this one, we shared. Cliff jumping, island exploring, mountain climbing, waterfall swimming… Nothing but pure, blissful dreams coming true and turning into memories that we get to share forever.
Love you mom.

You are one of my dreams come true! I love you to the moon and back times infinity!
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